This is my opinion of Taylor Swift bottled up in a simple parody

I've decided

I'm okay with myself. I may not be breathtakingly pretty or funny or anything of the sort, but I'm okay with that. People will like me if they want to like me and won't if they just don't. It's one of the most simplest things in life and I feel we make it so complicated.

I've decided I'm the only person in charge of my confidence, not what the magazines say or how others may perceive me. At the end of the day, it's my own thoughts that whirl around through my mind, not the thoughts of a stranger or some jerk. If I let someone else's thoughts control my own, that's where I've truly gone wrong.

I hate...

I hate people who are so obsessed with socializing, looking good, and having a good time to focus and get work done and then complain that their grades suck. They have no right to stress out about test grades. They don't even try.

I hate when a guy thinks a girl is stuck up or superficial just because she does not have a romantic interest in him or find him attractive.

I hate girls who revolve their lives around boys. Grow up and grow a brain.

I just needed to rant.

I love you!

Face Recognition

Oddly enough, I never get compared to those gorgeous ladies. I've gotten Eliza Dushku, Kristen Stewart, Ashley Tisdale, and Lights.

But Calista Flockhart, REALLY?

By the way, this is the first time MyHeritage hasn't compared me to a bunch of Asians and Beyonce. First time.

Earthquake in Chile

Mother Nature is messed up. I guess it's her revenge for all the crap we've done to her in the past century. Still, it's a pretty sick and twisted way to get payback. And, she's not even getting revenge on the countries that are to blame the most; she's aiming at the more defenseless nations (with the exception of the devastating Hurricane Katrina in years prior).

My thoughts are with the victims and families affected with this terrible disaster.

Forgive & forget?

Some people forgive and forget much too easily. And every single time they get hurt by the same person, they take it out on everyone else and are too chicken to confront the person who hurt them. How sad is that? I think it's borderline pathetic.

I wish it would snow.

Every Monday brings a new set of problems

And being a senior SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

I’ve said this before, but I’ll say i again because I mean it with every fiber of my being, who ever said being a senior is fun and easy and carefree is a L I A R because

1. AP English will be the death of me (but I suppose that’s my own fault for wanting to challenge myself and not be a pussy)
2. College and scholarship and financial aid applications are making me want to rip my hair out
3. Everything is too confusing

I can’t wait to graduate. I’ll miss my friends and stuff, but I have to get the hell out of here. I know college and real life will come with their own complications, but the annoying-ness that comes along with high school and its bogus, immature students and ideals is ridiculous.

I swear, I’m a 30 year old trapped in a teenager’s body. This high school thing got old on the first day of school.

With every sunset, comes a brand new sunrise.

I've Gotta Be Somebody

For once, I want someone to look at me like I'm amazing. This person doesn't even have to be a guy. It really could be anyone. It could be a friend, a family member, a classmate, even a complete stranger for that matter, just so long as it's not for a random reason.

I want to change someone's life for the good; I want to be the sun for someone on the verge of losing all sight of hope, as corny as that sounds. I want to be that for someone.

Good deed by good deed, no matter how small, I know I can achieve this goal. I just want to make the world a better place. Is that too much to ask? Even so, I'm doing it. No one can stop me.

I've got aspirations bigger than my body.

The Voice You Run From

Each of us know of at least one person who just can't take a hint.

You know that kid that never shuts up even when you desperately need a moment of silence? They ramble on and on about the stupidest and most irrelevant things, and nothing they say is new due to the fact that they're more repetitive than Degrassi re-runs. They talk so much that their voice is permanently embedded into your brain, so even when they're not there, you can still hear them telling you how much they love watching old Degrassi re-runs and how much they hate American education. It gets so bad that you dread the thought of your next encounter and embrace each moment the two of you part. It's as if with each goodbye, your heart reaches new heights and solar systems that science has yet to, and likely never will, discover. It's as if each goodbye is an ironic blessing, a beautifully disguised gift.

Isn't it so much worse when in that same moment, you're filled with shame and guilt for being so fed up with someone who is supposed to be your friend? The fact that this person is probably a lonely soul and reaching out for a pair of ears that will listen. You place yourself in their shoes and your heart sinks below the sea level. You deem yourself a terrible person and force yourself to put up with it, just to somehow make up for your selfishness and lack of sensitivity. 

It's a lose-lose situation.

All I want to do is sleep in

Mother nature, I would like to ask you for a favor.... More snow, please? Pleeeeaaaase???

I am currently in love with Kyle Riabko.

A Note to Someone Who Will Never Read This

I fully understand and grasp the concept that sometimes things are beyond our control. But I'm sorry, things don't "just come up" EVERY SINGLE TIME WE HAVE PLANS. Do you honestly expect me to believe that?

So I'm done, Miss "I'm Sorry, But..." I'm done making plans with you. I will take days to return your calls and your texts and your emails just like you do to me. You can forget about having a relationship outside of school.

I'm through with your silly little friendship games, I'm through with your flakiness, and I am done with feeling unappreciated, especially when I know I am nothing but a good friend to you. I won't keep trying and trying to be a friend to someone who cannot show the same courtesy in return. A relationship goes two ways.

Sincerely,

Your CLASSMATE

I love these snow days

That is all.

GOT MY BRACES OUT

I still have to wear a positioner at night, which is like a guard and it makes me feel like a boxer or a hockey player, which is cool cuz I feel kind of bad a**.

BUT YAY. NO LONGER AM I A BRACE FACE :)

Horror Movies

This is a list I've compiled of horror flicks that look promising, or that I have been meaning to watch. Whichever ones I can get a hold of, I'll be watching it with my friend on our Valentine's Day horror marathon! Some of the ones on this list have not even been released yet. They're also just movies I want to see on my own time. :P

-Deadgirl (if I can get a hold of it)
-Heartstopper
-From Within
-Frozen
-Wrong Turn
-Trick 'r Treat
-Heartless
-Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Undead
-Alice, Sweet Alice
-Let The Right One In
-The Gravedancers
-Elsewhere

Let me know if you have any great horror recommendations. Thanks <3

Truth #1

I have strong feelings of inadequacy.

Does this make me a bad person?

I don't believe in the sincerity of "old friends" when they find you on Facebook and decide to "catch up." Particularly guys. No, correction: particularly guys from here. We don't have to be talking face to face for me to pick up on the vibe that he's just fishing for a relationship.

Most boys around here are too easy to read. Next.


I don't mean to judge people before getting to know them (again) but if you're making it way to obvious and I've expressed my lack of interest in you more than once and you still persist to act like you're getting somewhere, then I'm not going to give a friendship a go.

How is that supposed to make me feel about myself? People like that are not worthy of my time or energy. I don't need fake friends who only speak to me because they think they actually have a shot. Please, my standards are higher than that my friend.