Truth #1

I have strong feelings of inadequacy.

Does this make me a bad person?

I don't believe in the sincerity of "old friends" when they find you on Facebook and decide to "catch up." Particularly guys. No, correction: particularly guys from here. We don't have to be talking face to face for me to pick up on the vibe that he's just fishing for a relationship.

Most boys around here are too easy to read. Next.


I don't mean to judge people before getting to know them (again) but if you're making it way to obvious and I've expressed my lack of interest in you more than once and you still persist to act like you're getting somewhere, then I'm not going to give a friendship a go.

How is that supposed to make me feel about myself? People like that are not worthy of my time or energy. I don't need fake friends who only speak to me because they think they actually have a shot. Please, my standards are higher than that my friend.

I'm Through

I have this feeling I am going to revert to my previous reserved manner. Trying to be social and "have a life" isn't working out for me. Who was I trying to fool anyway?

So for now, school and my family will be numero uno priorities, myself coming in second, then film, and then other stuff. The only friends that ever mattered to me moved away, the only friends who I'd consider doing anything for. The people I know today are just classmates and nothing more and I shouldn't expect too much out of them.

I don't really need any excess baggage or drama and frankly, that's just what teenage girls love to carry along with them- no matter how much they say they don't need it. So I'm done. I give up.

Tomorrow's Monday. Ew.

She Falls Asleep - McFly

beautiful song <3

"But what were the chances I'd ever find someone to really love me now? And maybe loving her back would be the hardest part of all."

I began reading the novel Beastly by Alex Flinn today. So far, it's been very absorbing, but I'm taking a quick break from reading to update my blog. 

Reading sort of made me realize something rather interesting... Now I'm not the most superficial girl in the world, but to a certain extent, I'm not even going to lie, looks do play a significant role. I just wonder if I'd ever look past someone's looks. I'd like to believe looks don't matter at all to me, but I don't want to go lying to myself. I think that looks do play an important role, even though they totally aren't everything.

But like I said, I'm not entirely superficial and I'm a strong believe that Beauty is in the eyes of the Beholder. It was really just a chord that was struck within me upon reading the book. 

Anyway, carry on. If you're a romantic or a fan of fairytales, check out Beastly. It's a pretty great story. And I think they're making a movie out of it too, starring Alex Pettyfer. If you don't know who he is, Google him and thank me later.

-Tiffany

Returning!

I haven't logged on here in the longest time! For awhile, I was over at Tumblr, but it's full of spam and nonsense and honestly, I just wanna blog about how I feel and I don't feel like Tumblr is the right environment for that. So, I've decided to revive this blog back from the dead. Like it or not, here I am and I am here to stay (although I doubt anyone reads this blog). I'll probably still use Tumblr, but not for my more personal thoughts... Probably just to goof off, because frankly, that's all I feel Tumblr is good for.