I've Gotta Be Somebody

For once, I want someone to look at me like I'm amazing. This person doesn't even have to be a guy. It really could be anyone. It could be a friend, a family member, a classmate, even a complete stranger for that matter, just so long as it's not for a random reason.

I want to change someone's life for the good; I want to be the sun for someone on the verge of losing all sight of hope, as corny as that sounds. I want to be that for someone.

Good deed by good deed, no matter how small, I know I can achieve this goal. I just want to make the world a better place. Is that too much to ask? Even so, I'm doing it. No one can stop me.

I've got aspirations bigger than my body.

The Voice You Run From

Each of us know of at least one person who just can't take a hint.

You know that kid that never shuts up even when you desperately need a moment of silence? They ramble on and on about the stupidest and most irrelevant things, and nothing they say is new due to the fact that they're more repetitive than Degrassi re-runs. They talk so much that their voice is permanently embedded into your brain, so even when they're not there, you can still hear them telling you how much they love watching old Degrassi re-runs and how much they hate American education. It gets so bad that you dread the thought of your next encounter and embrace each moment the two of you part. It's as if with each goodbye, your heart reaches new heights and solar systems that science has yet to, and likely never will, discover. It's as if each goodbye is an ironic blessing, a beautifully disguised gift.

Isn't it so much worse when in that same moment, you're filled with shame and guilt for being so fed up with someone who is supposed to be your friend? The fact that this person is probably a lonely soul and reaching out for a pair of ears that will listen. You place yourself in their shoes and your heart sinks below the sea level. You deem yourself a terrible person and force yourself to put up with it, just to somehow make up for your selfishness and lack of sensitivity. 

It's a lose-lose situation.

All I want to do is sleep in

Mother nature, I would like to ask you for a favor.... More snow, please? Pleeeeaaaase???

I am currently in love with Kyle Riabko.

A Note to Someone Who Will Never Read This

I fully understand and grasp the concept that sometimes things are beyond our control. But I'm sorry, things don't "just come up" EVERY SINGLE TIME WE HAVE PLANS. Do you honestly expect me to believe that?

So I'm done, Miss "I'm Sorry, But..." I'm done making plans with you. I will take days to return your calls and your texts and your emails just like you do to me. You can forget about having a relationship outside of school.

I'm through with your silly little friendship games, I'm through with your flakiness, and I am done with feeling unappreciated, especially when I know I am nothing but a good friend to you. I won't keep trying and trying to be a friend to someone who cannot show the same courtesy in return. A relationship goes two ways.

Sincerely,

Your CLASSMATE

I love these snow days

That is all.

GOT MY BRACES OUT

I still have to wear a positioner at night, which is like a guard and it makes me feel like a boxer or a hockey player, which is cool cuz I feel kind of bad a**.

BUT YAY. NO LONGER AM I A BRACE FACE :)

Horror Movies

This is a list I've compiled of horror flicks that look promising, or that I have been meaning to watch. Whichever ones I can get a hold of, I'll be watching it with my friend on our Valentine's Day horror marathon! Some of the ones on this list have not even been released yet. They're also just movies I want to see on my own time. :P

-Deadgirl (if I can get a hold of it)
-Heartstopper
-From Within
-Frozen
-Wrong Turn
-Trick 'r Treat
-Heartless
-Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Undead
-Alice, Sweet Alice
-Let The Right One In
-The Gravedancers
-Elsewhere

Let me know if you have any great horror recommendations. Thanks <3