Pleasepleasepleaseplease

I just want to get into Kean.

ONE nightmare and I'm stressing yet again. Why am I so afraid? I'm always telling my friends to remain confident, yet here I am. I need a friend like myself; someone to, as corny as it sounds, believe in me.

If I get accepted, that would be enough for me.

MTV needs to die

First of all.

• Laguna Beach
• The Hills
• 16 & Pregnant
• Jersey Shore

All of those shows are TERRIBLE. And that last one gives New Jersey SUCH a bad name. It's trash. Just hearing about it makes me feel like I've lost brain cells. No thanks.

And they're doing that Skins USA thing? Sorry, no. Skins is so great because of what it is. They're ruining a good thing.

So I say MTV seriously needs to go away!

Hey, Saturday!

It's so, so beautiful out. I just got back from a little Spring shopping and rescued some very old clothes from years ago that magically still fit!

So far, so good.

Even though I have the most excruciating allergies, I'm looking forward to this Spring. I'm really into this whole feminine edge look; a little artsy, a little folksy, a little elegant and romantic, but with an edgy twist. I'm glad I finally found my own personal style. And I am so glad I got out of my whole punky-emo-goth phase of my life. I can't stand to look at old pictures of me from a few years ago.

Anyway, have a beautiful weekend, loves. <3

Beyond angry

I am livid right now. I gave my guidance counselor my transcript request form for Kean University in JANUARY. Guess what? Kean never received them and I'm wait-listed until they do. How lovely is that? I think it's just PEACHY.

I swear, my school doesn't even have a guidance system. If you call THAT guidance, you're a moron.

JOE BROOKS IS COMING TO NEW JERSEY

The minute I read his tweet and Facebook status I went from "meh" to "HOLY FLIPPIN' TURTLES!" I'm so, so excited. I hope I can see him. I hope, I hope, I hope.

I've never wanted to see ANYONE in concert this badly before. No one cool ever comes to New Jersey and if ever they do, I don't get to see them. I really hope this dream can come true for me. Ahhhh! I am beyond excited. :)

xox.

Reminiscing

Today I saw one of my eighth grade Language Arts teachers again. It was a nice trip down memory lane, but now I must admit, I'm a little bummed. It just got me thinking to how much has changed. Middle school was so long ago and quite frankly, I miss it. Life was so much better, and simpler then. Maybe it's just me.

This is my opinion of Taylor Swift bottled up in a simple parody

I've decided

I'm okay with myself. I may not be breathtakingly pretty or funny or anything of the sort, but I'm okay with that. People will like me if they want to like me and won't if they just don't. It's one of the most simplest things in life and I feel we make it so complicated.

I've decided I'm the only person in charge of my confidence, not what the magazines say or how others may perceive me. At the end of the day, it's my own thoughts that whirl around through my mind, not the thoughts of a stranger or some jerk. If I let someone else's thoughts control my own, that's where I've truly gone wrong.