Saw 'My Sister's Keeper' today. I loved it. Never in my life have I cried so much during a movie and laughed at the same time. It's a beautiful film, I recommend it.
So far, this summer is alright. I mean, I wanted to get a job, but for some reason, I don't see that happening, so I guess I'll work on my community service hours for school instead. I guess I'll try to make life happen, too. Last summer was a waste and I have no intentions of letting this one flop too. I've got my heart set on a David Cook concert. Let's see if that's happening. Ugh, my life is so boring and uneventful. I really need to do something about it. Let's see if I can.
On a more personal note, I'm really frustrated. I'll have one day where I'm super-confident and then three weeks of hating myself. I don't mean to sound emotional or complain or anything. It's something I'm trying to change about myself. And you know, it's not even about my looks or anything. I get to thinking that there's nothing special about myself and that people are bored with me. It hurts. I think that's why I'm so shy and it's so hard for me to make friends. I guess I'm just waiting for someone- anyone- other than my own sister and family to take an interest in me. A genuine interest. I want that BFF-feeling. I want to be more social. I want to like parties and people and going out. I'd LOVE all of that.
When will it be my turn?
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