Whoooo!

List of some well known Portuguese-American people.

We've got some pretty awesome people! :)

All I notice is the error in this and it BUGS me!

 Can't hardly wait. Gleeking out!

Let me tell you about my day...

It, for lack of a better word, SUCKED.

And this time change is dragging me down a little bit. Don't get me wrong, I love the extra sunlight, but I'm a night owl and the light prolongs my procrastination. Ugh.

Let me get to some great music. Maybe then I'll feel better.

Either way, I've already lost

I am writing this, even though you'll probably never see this. Perhaps it's better that way.

Anyway, I just thought you should know how much you mean to me. It's very hard to find a person you could just talk to about anything without fear of being judged; it's hard for me, at least. For someone that chooses her friends carefully, I appreciate every conversation we're able to share, every thought-provoking and LOL-filled conversation.

So if you consider me to be your friend as much as I consider you to be mine, why would you do this to me? Why would you put me in such an awkward situation? What do you really expect me to say? Maybe I'm being selfish. Or maybe we're both just being selfish. 

You have to understand that I'm going to need time. I can't seem to find the right words to say. Actually, I wish I could tell you this, but I'm not sure how you'd take it. Maybe you should've thought about how I'd take what you had to say. The last thing I want to do is make things weird or end our friendship all together. Every moment we don't speak, I feel guiltier and guiltier and you probably just think I'm purposely being a jackass. I won't blame you, my lack of confidence would lead me to believe the same thing.

I just want you to know: I'm not avoiding you. I don't want to lose touch or lose you as a friend. I don't want you to remember me ten years from now as the stuck up princess you wasted your time on. I just need time. And you have to respect that. 

Pleasepleasepleaseplease

I just want to get into Kean.

ONE nightmare and I'm stressing yet again. Why am I so afraid? I'm always telling my friends to remain confident, yet here I am. I need a friend like myself; someone to, as corny as it sounds, believe in me.

If I get accepted, that would be enough for me.

MTV needs to die

First of all.

• Laguna Beach
• The Hills
• 16 & Pregnant
• Jersey Shore

All of those shows are TERRIBLE. And that last one gives New Jersey SUCH a bad name. It's trash. Just hearing about it makes me feel like I've lost brain cells. No thanks.

And they're doing that Skins USA thing? Sorry, no. Skins is so great because of what it is. They're ruining a good thing.

So I say MTV seriously needs to go away!

Hey, Saturday!

It's so, so beautiful out. I just got back from a little Spring shopping and rescued some very old clothes from years ago that magically still fit!

So far, so good.

Even though I have the most excruciating allergies, I'm looking forward to this Spring. I'm really into this whole feminine edge look; a little artsy, a little folksy, a little elegant and romantic, but with an edgy twist. I'm glad I finally found my own personal style. And I am so glad I got out of my whole punky-emo-goth phase of my life. I can't stand to look at old pictures of me from a few years ago.

Anyway, have a beautiful weekend, loves. <3